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Let's Celebrate!!
Well, it’s real. My paperback and ebook are live on amazon. After two years, a ton of money, blood, sweat, and a ridiculous amount of...
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Jun 7, 20242 min read
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Some Days Are Worse Than Others
I thought that as long as I stopped working full time with wouldn’t happen any more. I knew that I would have ups and downs, but that...
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May 28, 20242 min read
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When Men Plan, God Laughs
When (wo)men plan, God laughs (a Yiddish parable) It is absolutely unreal how much I underestimated how much time, effort, and money goes...
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May 9, 20242 min read
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"You are perfect to me"
I just want to be perfect To look perfect To write perfect(ly) To play the piano perfect To be the perfect friend But no matter how hard...
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Apr 5, 20241 min read
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Blessed Beyond Measure
Some days are really hard. Right now, a lot of days are really hard. But I really had no idea how fortunate I was until I talked to a...
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Jan 23, 20242 min read
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Taking On the World
I have always been an advocate. I was born into the role. I didn’t really realize it when I was younger, but now, looking back, it’s so...
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Jan 11, 20242 min read
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Childhood Memories
“ The other day, someone who had known me since childhood was reading my story and said she just couldn’t align me back then and me now. ...
tempbcba
Dec 15, 20233 min read
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Content Warning: Desperate for Attention
“ She was just desperate for attention.” This is one of the most hurtful and statements that a person can make about a person with a...
tempbcba
Nov 29, 20232 min read
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Loss After Loss
Sometimes it feels like all Bipolar does is take things from me. It takes away my ability to work full-time…and sometimes even...
tempbcba
Nov 19, 20233 min read
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Up, Up, and Away!
So much to do So little time Sweeping Mopping Scrubbing Purging 17 amazon boxes in 2 days This is mania One and a half weeks (so far) of...
tempbcba
Nov 1, 20231 min read
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I Get By With A Little Help From My Friends
Exhausted So exhausted So completely exhausted And alone I feel so sick And no one can understand. They listen They love But they can’t...
tempbcba
Oct 16, 20231 min read
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How to COPE!
If you have been following my blog for any length of time, you know that I recently took on a position as a contractor of the State to...
tempbcba
Oct 16, 20233 min read
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Dignity
A human I just want to be treated like a human Smart Kind An equal Not with pity Not as disabled Not as a disease With dignity I am more...
tempbcba
Sep 27, 20231 min read
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So Much To Fight For
In 1887, 143 years ago, a very brave investigative journalist named Nellie Bly tricked the system into having herself admitted to an...
tempbcba
Sep 18, 20233 min read
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You Are Perfect
It’s not a secret that I hate my body. I hate everything about it…except for my dazzling smile. It’s also not a secret that my body...
tempbcba
Sep 1, 20233 min read
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I Don't Do Mad
Life has been pretty hard the past few months. My moods have been strangling me more and more, and it’s getting more and more difficult...
tempbcba
Sep 1, 20233 min read
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Back to the Working World!
Today I started a new job. I haven’t had a structured job in over two years, and while it is very exciting, it is very intimidating, too....
tempbcba
Aug 23, 20233 min read
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All You Need Is Love
I am such a loving person. My family jokes that I have ALL the love languages…but giving presents is my favorite! I meet you once, and...
tempbcba
Aug 17, 20233 min read
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THAT is OCD
When people ask me why I am on this journey, I often say to encourage, educate and make change. Educating has been a huge part of my...
tempbcba
Aug 2, 20233 min read
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The End of a Decade!
Today I leave my thirties and enter my forties. It’s exciting, that’s for sure, especially for a numbers person like me, but I thought I...
tempbcba
Jul 26, 20232 min read
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